"She's such a bitch!", "What's wrong with her?", "She just doesn't seem happy anymore.", "I just want things to go back to the way it used to be.", "Where's the loving wife I married?".
These are the comments I face every day. I have morphed from a sweet and happy girl to an angry woman who throws her finger to the world every day. Why? Very Simply...I am a bulimic. I have been battling bulimia for the past 3 years. It has made a very UGLY person inside and out. I am ashamed of myself and turn that anger on myself and others. It's ruin friendships, impeded in my career, and has my marriage one step away from divorce.
I turned 30 years old about two weeks ago. This year, I realize I've got to come grips with my issues and free myself of negative thoughs. It is time to learn acceptance and enjoy the freedom that brings to life. But it is so hard to let go of the anger and at times, I don't think it's fair to ask me to change. I want to use this blog as outlet of my frustrations, goals, and process of changing.
It is very nice to meet you and I hope you enjoy my journal...now leave me the HELL alone!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
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